And so I have created a pseudonym... Imagen Kant. And I'm trying to wax all philosophical about the death of my baby girl. But why. Why can't I just be me? J writes openly and bravely for all the world to see. I don't think I can though. I think it would water down the honesty for me. Everyone grieves in their own way, that's what people keep saying. I guess I am just a tiny bit more private. But it seems silly, why can't I let people in?
But it's not about letting people in, it's about documenting the feelings as honestly as possible. And if using a pseudonym is the way to do that then so be it. So now it is out there.
I no longer "can't imagine" rather I AM Imagen Kant.
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